Office by Alex Penny
I’m going to go cry in the shower for awhile.
Welcome back, suicidal thoughts.
Dating is scary. People at work are all like “WHO IS THE LUCKY MAN?” and I’m like -.-
i wish my mother would stop using the situation with my father as a threat. She threatens to kick us out and make us live with him over the stupidest shit.
i can’t wait until i have my own car, so i can move out and never talk to either of my parents again.
i forgot how bad dating is for me because it just makes me super self-conscious and then i stop eating.
i am not good with feelings
but yeah
this dating shit is really fucking awesome
ANGELA-DON’T READ BELOW THIS
I think I have a girlfriend now. Normally this would suck, but I think I actually like this one.
i ate a lot of nachos and sweet potato fries last night and now I’m freaking out. I feel like I gained 10 pounds just from last night. Surprisingly, I’m still losing weight. Well, I guess that isn’t surprising considering I guilt myself into either starving or purging.
i kinda feel like a hypocrite because I’m all pro-all body types/HAES/against the western standard of beauty, but then I spend 5-10 minutes after almost every meal in the bathroom throwing up.
I’m going to be spending my birthday packing up my old room because my father didn’t think to tell any of us that he was moving out until the last possible second.
I guess it’s kinda my fault since I was too annoyed at everything to pack earlier. I dunno. I just hate being in that house. It makes me so mad just being in there.
i wish i didn’t need this stupid account, but my friends are following bonerhedges now and a lot of them are insensitive and douchey about bulimia, which is something i will probably talk about lots.
my birthday is in four days.
i’m excited to see whether my father will actually attempt to contact me or not.
i don’t know.
this is dumb.
